Ignoring the burn only makes it worse. I exercise, self medicate, and seek humility in hopes of uncovering my individuality. Challenging vanity and self obsession, I relentlessly try to be in control of my life by imposing self discipline. Yet, I misbehave at times and lose a grip. But in understanding my folly I hope to grow, large enough to envelop the earth, sun, moon, and stars while still maintaining the modest size of a pill bottle, wandering the streets of the city unnoticed.